Hello Dane, you really inspired me! I am also a mother who struggled to be a mom for all seasons to my growing kids. I also been through a difficulty times in my life, while I am on the 5th month pregnant of my 2nd child where my unchecked AVM ( Arterio Veinous Malformation) raptured and had the left part of my body got paralized. I fought for my life then and had to moved on for my kids needs a mother. Just like you, learning about your situation,made me more inspired that despite of our incapabilities we need to be there for our family. They are our strength and we are their wings. For as long as our brain can think and our heart still beats, we ought to face everyday the reality of life. I saw in the TV how your husband loves you more each day. Our hubby's is our inspiration and we're just too lucky to have them always in our side.. Dane, don't loose hope! There is always a sunshine after a heavy fall. Always remember that God loves you very much and He's always there to carry you. We are all praying for your fast recovery and thank God for His unselfish love. TAKER!

A fighter mom of CDO